stream of ..........

I have always wanted to try just writing whatever comes into my head without censoring or editing so this is an attempt to do that ..I'm not sure that I'm not always editing in my head so I guess I will find out; however, it is hard to write stream of conciousness when you have to correct as many typos as I make because that kind of slows you d own ...where are my fellow bloggers these days? It is disappointing not to see new entries. Don't you know you are letting down your fans? I haven't been able to get into any kind of schedule since i've been back to Kankakee, not that i was that scheduled in FL but I feel like here I ought to be accomplishing more and yet my time seems to be taken up with housekeeping, shopping, cooking. etc. In FL it was nice to have people who shared the chores and I just got interrupted by Dotty leaving for work at 6:18 am on SATurday!! I keep seeing my girls out of the corner of my eye on t he Cieva screen ...the nicest gift I've ever received and it makes me think of Tricia telling me that Greta keeps saying I want to go to Nana's....wait til she goes to Nana's in the winter...swimming pool and beach and sunshine. ..I am going to have to do an attutude adjustment here in order to enjoy summer and Kankakee without wishing away the time///I can't afford to wiish away any time; I want to make th e most of every day. I don't know how many minutes i've been at this but it is abuntantly clear that I have said nothing of consequence so maybe I shouldn';t do this in public.