Friday, April 27, 2007

Time on my mind

I have been hyper aware of time lately...how fast it goes (months whiz by); how much of it I waste; how little there seems to be left...how would I like to use it other than what I am doing now; knowing that I have a degenerative disease time does not favor.
I have been to too many wakes lately; I have my estate plan sitting on my desk for updating as Howard and I have made changes in how we are running the company. It seems there is only death in the news; I keep telling myself to not watch it, not listen to it, not read it every morning.
So many of my friends have serious ailments; the conversations (even at book club!) are nearly always about health, medicines, doctors, etc.
And Spring has been dragging its butt. Just when you think it's here for sure, the temperature flirts with freezing and the wind roars out of the north.
If only I didn't have to give up chocolate and sugar(doctor's orders to lose weight). This is probably not about deep dark thoughts, but just a case of withdrawal from my drug of choice!

I am reclaiming my freedom to consume chocolate...time is running out!

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